Sunday, September 23, 2007
Hey ppl... dun say tingrui siding me okay?... yes i told her wad i feel juz to let someone know and i nid a listening ear... but she juz stating somethings she tink... can ask tingrui did i ever ask her blog to help me regain this frenship?
u all can hate me or wadever... but one thing i juz wanna ask...
did anyone ever ask me before wads happening in my life right beginning of this year???
no one even ask me right?
if one day i tell u guys wads happening... if u are the person u wont say it out and tell ur frenz... one day if u die due to sumthing? will u let ur frenz know?
then i swear i nv ever blog abt u all... and even more my tat fren was not my pri sch fren...
it was a fren frm a piano class where last time i learn piano... u know y we are in contact even though we are tat small? coz of our parents....
thurs post was posting half way... my mother asked me to off the com. then i off it without completing the post... tats why friday nite i conti to post it... but when i even gt the chance to finish it wad had happen?? [if u all dun believe wad i said is true then wad can i do to make u all believe??] then u say i dare to blog muz dare to admit... well wad u wan me to admit when i REALLY NV blog abt u all??
u all aso say tingrui hear my ponits of views and nv hear u all the points of view... well did u all even know my point of view before posting wad u all said on ur livejornal and blog? u all know why i gt a ku zhong nt to tel u all? it might due to my selfish-ness nt telling u all... but one thing is tat i dun wan u all to be kind of pity me or rather coz u all have emotions...
yiying... i nv giv my black face to u all... i nature born with a look lyk this tat ppl always tink i giv a black face... but actually i m nt... my black face is u nv even see before okay? dun believe ask cherie [here my pri sch fren tat can tell my face is always lyk tat even i was in my pri sch days] wads my black face look lyk... hw u know i dun have close pri sch frenz?? u are ard me all the time to noe?? and can i ask y i wont talk to u all due to this??
yes i agree tat my temper and attitude sucks big time... maybe i did a wrong choice for nt telling u all... wad causing me to be this state.... tat now coz such things to happen... well if tats the case tml after sch assem. if there is a nid i will tell tingrui, sharlene, shona and yiying only four of u abt it [sry to xinyi, hweechoo and yiyan juz dun wanna let so many ppl know]... the thing tats happening in my life... u might tink i m joking or lying to u... but well u wanna believe is up to u all as i wont take the life for a joking matter!
shi shi pai zhe yan qian, tiao de liao yi shi[right now] tiao bu liao yi shi[forever]....
To tingrui... thanks for having a listening ear.... =D and i m sorry abt this misunderstanding coz of u was siding me which u nv even side me at the first place... =X
To the person [guess is sharlene] who post the previous post before me...
i know u nv say such things and i believe u wont.... even u will i wont blame u...
coz i know u always trying help me... but is juz me tat is stubborn...
u no nid to be quiet... u can say ur points of view...
AND PLZ DUN SAY ITS UR FAULT OK?
ITS NOT! what trouble hav u caused? NOTHING... JUZ NOTHING...
juz be urself.... =D
wait! -interrupt-
ok.
i dunno what to do now.
hais.
i agree that sometimes her attitude sucks,
but......
i dunno.
i really dunno.
i didn't say i wanted to break this friendship.
i didn't say that friendship has flaws
i didn't say anything.
i kept quiet.
cos i gave her lots & lots of chances.
i'm not being offensive, but i really dunno what to say anymore.
i tried & tried to change the attitude.
but now, i'm the one getting more & more attitudes.
i dunno.
i really dunno.
take it as it is my fault.
i'm sorry for all trouble i've caused.
hey,i didnt say i wanna end this friendship.
of cause i agree true friends are hard to find.
even though you think that 'love has no flaws' applies to friendship, i think this is wrong.
everyone has flaws and weaknesses.
no one is perfect.
we are just asking her to change.
is this too much to ask for?
besides, her temper is really too much sometimes.
she should learn how to control.
isnt that part of life?
and bear the fact that we've been observing her attitude towards us since last year.
& not just that week that she blogged about us.
its a fact that she blogged about us.
so why hide? -.-
dare to blog, dare to admit.
and i'm not the only one complaining about her bad temper.
whatever okay.
you taking the first step to blog this incident is yet another wrong step.
i don't care anymore. (:
It's no that we hate her.
Is because we had give her so much chances and time to change herself for the better.
But, you see.
She just don't.
What can we do?
I know she told you everything.
But, it's just one side of the story.
Did anyone hear from Sharlene, Shona or even me?
Our side of the story?
But, I seriously think that by siding a person doesn't help much.
You will only let the person think that she is right.
If she is?
That means we are wrong?
Ha, I don't think so.
Maybe time will slowly heal everything
By the way, this is not the first time.
Everytime like this.
Can't she just admit that she blogged about us?
Why must she go goo-goo-ga-ga over it?
If she owned up earlier, maybe things won't be like this.
& Why must she always drag her primary school friend down?
If that's so, then all of us won't be sued and there won't be things called discrimination or even defaming.
Think, as if, she will be that close to her primary school friend.
Oh yeah, we told her to changed.
Upteem times.
We really had enough.
Saturday, September 22, 2007
"People never know how special someone is until they leave, but maybe sometimes its important to leave, so they are given that chance to see how special that someone really is!"
"A good friend finds it harder to hold a pencil than to hold a grudge."
"We each take different paths in life, but no matter where we go, we take a little of each other, everywhere."
"A TRUE FRIEND IS ONE WHO LIKES YOU AS YOU ARE."
is this quotes enough?
is this friendship strong to maintain and last?
for what i know.. for what i've seen..
i thought...
just naive thoughts..
i just thought that our friendship really would last..
it's like, i've seen others of my friends.. having problems with their clicks.. and even having to be seperated..
i thought we won't..
not trying to change people's minds.. but to maintain this friendship..
really maintain this friendship...
did you see the 9pm show on channel 8?
the previous show.. the like father, like daughter.. that show..
one part says... " love sees no flaws "
doesn't this applies also to friendships?
if it don't applies on friendship, all i can say is, just forget about this friendship..
if it applies, just why?
true friends would tell you that, " ya.. you're in the wrong.. you must change.."
ya.. i can see that....
but if it still doesn't change.. yes.. it affects everyone of us..
but also, you should say in the nice manner..
and the one that's trying to change... you should not say try..
you MUST change.... ya... it takes time...
anyway, you MUST change...
aiya!!! never mind...... anyway, i don't have the rights to talk or say about this..
now, i could just say, friendship sees no flaws..
everybody have different character..
you should not sees her flaws.. and because you really don't like, then you dislike and wanted no more of this friendship..
NOBODY IS PERFECT..
ya.. perhaps some changes..
some takes slower time to change..
some others are faster..
i'm not sure whether you all have really what conflicts..
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ok.. perhaps... never mind...........
it's just a pity...
Friday, September 21, 2007
MID-AUTUMN FEST.!
heyo! (: lols.
anyway, later in the night will be a celebration of mid-autumn fest in our school! :D
and hwee choo, sharlene, kaiyun and tingrui went for it.
& the other four slacked at home.
1 of them is me, of cause! LOL.
hope they will have a great time.
& wad i will be doing is MAPLING! lol.
cya.
8DAY.
Friday, September 14, 2007
yeah, we have to MUG hard arent we?
lets work hard together and get the determination and the proper mindset to start our brain juice working! ;]
T-REX ah, you better start having some motivation.
even if its only a little. HEHES. it helps you know!
8DAYS: JIAYOU JIAYOU!
Saturday, September 01, 2007
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHARLENE! :)
we will always love you! (:
enjoy your day!
