Sunday, September 23, 2007
Hey ppl... dun say tingrui siding me okay?... yes i told her wad i feel juz to let someone know and i nid a listening ear... but she juz stating somethings she tink... can ask tingrui did i ever ask her blog to help me regain this frenship?
u all can hate me or wadever... but one thing i juz wanna ask...
did anyone ever ask me before wads happening in my life right beginning of this year???
no one even ask me right?
if one day i tell u guys wads happening... if u are the person u wont say it out and tell ur frenz... one day if u die due to sumthing? will u let ur frenz know?
then i swear i nv ever blog abt u all... and even more my tat fren was not my pri sch fren...
it was a fren frm a piano class where last time i learn piano... u know y we are in contact even though we are tat small? coz of our parents....
thurs post was posting half way... my mother asked me to off the com. then i off it without completing the post... tats why friday nite i conti to post it... but when i even gt the chance to finish it wad had happen?? [if u all dun believe wad i said is true then wad can i do to make u all believe??] then u say i dare to blog muz dare to admit... well wad u wan me to admit when i REALLY NV blog abt u all??
u all aso say tingrui hear my ponits of views and nv hear u all the points of view... well did u all even know my point of view before posting wad u all said on ur livejornal and blog? u all know why i gt a ku zhong nt to tel u all? it might due to my selfish-ness nt telling u all... but one thing is tat i dun wan u all to be kind of pity me or rather coz u all have emotions...
yiying... i nv giv my black face to u all... i nature born with a look lyk this tat ppl always tink i giv a black face... but actually i m nt... my black face is u nv even see before okay? dun believe ask cherie [here my pri sch fren tat can tell my face is always lyk tat even i was in my pri sch days] wads my black face look lyk... hw u know i dun have close pri sch frenz?? u are ard me all the time to noe?? and can i ask y i wont talk to u all due to this??
yes i agree tat my temper and attitude sucks big time... maybe i did a wrong choice for nt telling u all... wad causing me to be this state.... tat now coz such things to happen... well if tats the case tml after sch assem. if there is a nid i will tell tingrui, sharlene, shona and yiying only four of u abt it [sry to xinyi, hweechoo and yiyan juz dun wanna let so many ppl know]... the thing tats happening in my life... u might tink i m joking or lying to u... but well u wanna believe is up to u all as i wont take the life for a joking matter!
shi shi pai zhe yan qian, tiao de liao yi shi[right now] tiao bu liao yi shi[forever]....
To tingrui... thanks for having a listening ear.... =D and i m sorry abt this misunderstanding coz of u was siding me which u nv even side me at the first place... =X
To the person [guess is sharlene] who post the previous post before me...
i know u nv say such things and i believe u wont.... even u will i wont blame u...
coz i know u always trying help me... but is juz me tat is stubborn...
u no nid to be quiet... u can say ur points of view...
AND PLZ DUN SAY ITS UR FAULT OK?
ITS NOT! what trouble hav u caused? NOTHING... JUZ NOTHING...
juz be urself.... =D
